10 July, 2009
wanted to call 'A' last week but i drag till today.
hoping he wasn't with his girl so we can chat at least for awhile.
i didn't know he still reads my blog
things really change a lot ever since both of sky top seller's gone.
and i know, even everyone doesn't believe,
he will still be the only one who believes in me
'A' , if u happens to read this post,
i just wanna let u know u're still the best person in my heart=)
today not working, bored at home.
tomorrow gonna chiong sales again.
sian....
hoping he wasn't with his girl so we can chat at least for awhile.
i didn't know he still reads my blog
things really change a lot ever since both of sky top seller's gone.
and i know, even everyone doesn't believe,
he will still be the only one who believes in me
'A' , if u happens to read this post,
i just wanna let u know u're still the best person in my heart=)
today not working, bored at home.
tomorrow gonna chiong sales again.
sian....
08 July, 2009
- hasn't been blogging for 109765434 years.
- super super no time.
- congrats to dar. giving birth to a healthy baby girl=)
- happy 20th birthday in advance to shirleycheong & wl.
- changing job soon, i think.
- i need more money!!!!
- i still misses 爺爺
i don't even know what i want myself.
18 June, 2009
two weeks of break make me feel super nua.
maybe i sleep too much.
maybe i'm sick.
tomorrow i'm going back to work.
i think my toes will hurt again.
people say i wanna quit & change job already.
isit true? i don't even know mysef.
am i single or attach?
i don't even know too.
ps: i miss 爺爺
12 June, 2009
o9o62oo9
爺爺 bye bye.
i(we) will always remember you.
i(we) will always miss you.
09 June, 2009
i see tears in your eyes.
i know you're suffering.
i know you're in great pain.
i know you don't wanna leave this world so soon.
i know without morphine you can still take the pain.
& i know you're the very strong one.
but.....
i don't wish to see you suffer this way.
it really hurts me.
the moment i see you i cried.
i do believe you will be happy(too) in another world.
please go, really.
i don't wish to see you suffer.
i know i will miss u badly but that's the best choice.
do remember i love u - alot
&
u will always be in my heart till my last breathe.
05 June, 2009
pictures on my birthday
not much cos i did not celebrate
& the unluckiest thing is that i hurt my own finger that day!!!
brother & sis just can't stop playing at the dry ice provided by ben & jerry.
not much cos i did not celebrate
& the unluckiest thing is that i hurt my own finger that day!!!
brother & sis just can't stop playing at the dry ice provided by ben & jerry.
my birthday presents~~
thanks to nice peoples who gave me birthday presents=)
really a big thank to everyone.
so sweet of u all
presents from: ---, jonard, mum, 老的, felicia jiejie & desmond korkor, eugene
& last one amelia=)
dress from vincent ang 老的
bakerzin from mum(&bodyshop lotion)
citygem necklace & princess b'day card from felcia jiejie & desmond korkor
four leave necklace from eugene
citygem necklace & princess b'day card from felcia jiejie & desmond korkor
four leave necklace from eugene
i did not manage to take a pic of the present from amelia.
cos that's the last one i receive haha.
she gave me 2 pack of mask
one for face, one for eye bag.
really a big thank to everyone.
i really appreciate them.
31 May, 2009
i realised.
its been long since i last hug my 爷爷
=(
everytime i see him i feel like crying.
it hurts alot to see him suffer like this.
but on one can stop it cos this is part of life.
i promise i will visit him everyday.
just one week left
i won't get to see him again after a week.
if i can do whatever to make him stop suffering & live longer(applies to 奶奶 too)
i will.
even if i need to shorten my life...
its been long since i last hug my 爷爷
=(
everytime i see him i feel like crying.
it hurts alot to see him suffer like this.
but on one can stop it cos this is part of life.
i promise i will visit him everyday.
just one week left
i won't get to see him again after a week.
if i can do whatever to make him stop suffering & live longer(applies to 奶奶 too)
i will.
even if i need to shorten my life...
this year i'm not celebrating my birthday cos of my 爷爷.
every year i will buy myself a birthday gift but this year no=(
this is the first birthday present i recieve
he just leave it outside my house door not letting anyone in the house know.
haha so cute.
anyway, thanks dear<3
every year i will buy myself a birthday gift but this year no=(
this is the first birthday present i recieve
he just leave it outside my house door not letting anyone in the house know.
haha so cute.
anyway, thanks dear<3
