i may be hack care. but i'm soft hearted too. i don't wish & want anything to happen between the 3 of us. i jus want things to go naturally. wil u just let go ? 离开其实不会太悲伤。 现在应该学着遗忘 being tgt still will torture everybody.
nothing goes in my mind when u give sweet talks
I WANNA ; TAKE A RISK, MAKE A CHANGE & BREAK AWAY.
it's 16:34 now
23 April, 2007
21.04.07 i wasn't happy at all. th0u i appear to be happy, cheerful. but in my heart it's already dead.
don't treat me more & more good. i don't appreciate it & i don't wan. my heart gonna be ice soon. 我宁原你对我冷淡一些,这样我会比较好过
it's 17:54 now
17 April, 2007
hopping out of the bed & thinking about the one thing that wil make the morning sun a little brighter that will make the birds sing a little more enthusiatically that wil make the crisp air seem a little crisper & that will make my day before the day even started
it's 17:13 now
you may gain procession of some things, but in the end will you be happy & is your guilt conscience?
it's 17:10 now
13 April, 2007
u wanna do dis, i'll be more mean. dis is not my fault & not i'm unreasonable. it's all ur fault. put urself in my shoe la fuck. y m i de one whose suffering all along? i wanna stop dis ting le. never gonna believe u again ok! go ahead & get as many chicks as u wan. cos i'm not gonna interfer, not my business anyway. & guys will only help guys. no point telling them wad happen(except kx)
it's 15:21 now
10 April, 2007
it's de first time i fight!!! LOL
got a lil' lazy to blog cos i dunno wad to write. k den, talk abt a fight i involve on 08.04.07 sunday half way when u're waiting for de joss stick(cos it's qing ming jie) to bai my great grandfather & mother(zheng yeye & nainai). we:7 ladies, 4 men & 2 kids=13 person they(the FUCKERS): 3 + old woman= 4 person
it's de whole story how it started. if u think it's boring, den jus read de brown ones. at de bottom=)
it's ridiculous to fight at those dead peson place rite? but it's true ok! it all started bcos of datbloody fucking ugly K-N-N-B-C-C-B old-but wanna act young- woman(early 40's). there's a sign saying "no lighting of joss stick in de 'lin wei' area". but de sign is there for fun onli lor. everybodyjus light there. n we've got two big boxes for my greatgrand parents, allde clothing & stuff inside. those who went to sao mu wil noe la. we put de boxes on a short table between de two shelf, lk library lk dat. it's abit squeezy but stil can pass thru with de table there. & we're not de onli one do dis. den dis person came up, commenting dis, commenting that. saying y can we light joss stick here, y can we place de boxes there, saying us never study & typical. WTF!!! den my aunt say if u're not typical u dun come her la. (my aunt's rite). den later she keep at ther bark bark bark. den de 7 of us & my uncle scold them back lor, as usually wad.(as dunno where my dad, my grandfather,another uncle & de two kids go). after all arguement stops(the guys all dunno go where), dat fucking person go purposely push one of our box. of cos i'm not happy. so i go arrange properly in order not to let her push again.
den i go tel my mum. my mum also do de same as mi go arrange properly. den they are abt to come out from there. my mm purposely block de guy don't let him pass, but he pass w/o knocking anything include my mum. den de old lady(but my mum did give way). den dat fucking hell. he purposely push de box den push my mum & knock de corner. FUCK FUCK FUCK! i'm jus standing right in front of them. de min i saw she push my mum i immediately go beat her back. den we were lk beating each other. i should have kick her CB. den after dat her dunno who, a guy, pull her away. den was lk we 7 ladies & they 4 ppl were fighting.LOL. who can tahan when some bloody fucker push ur mum? de other guy go push away my mum, touch my mum shoulders. den i was lk a mad woman keep shouting to himnot to touch my mum. but he ignores mi, so i kick him. he den stop. my nainai de smartest. she got an umbrella in her hand, den she use it to hit their head. LOL
blar blar blar..... den behind part is nth special so no need say.
conclusion: my mum manage to hit her back(although she wanted to slap her but failed) & i've got a long scratch at my knee cap n two blue black, all at right leg.
it's 16:45 now
03 April, 2007
21.1o.o5
jus me & u
kissing in the park.
o8.11.o6
R.O.M ceremony~
it's 11:08 now
YTHE ONE
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o1 June 1989
`I HOPE ALL MY LOVE ONES
& MY LOVED FRIENDS WILL
LIVE HEALTHY & PEACEFULLY
`i believe everybody's hypocrite.
`i have the right to say
anything i want to say
`i love whoever who loves me
`i've learn to treasure &
appriciate people around me
`FUCK OFF if u hate me
`i don't like u either.
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