grapes

2011-06-22T04:12:00.000+08:00

Yes, I'm gonna stop loving you from today.
I will not think from you anymore

2011-03-28T23:02:00.003+08:00

I Hate going to asylum. Cos that's the place I will think of u even in the toilet.
Gf(good friend) told me he saw u two weeks ago, walking to asylum -very drunk, u
saw him and says still my regards to Gracia I still misses her.
I don't believe in a word u say seriously.
A moment u want me back, another moment u have a new gf.
U're just another player afterall.

2011-03-02T00:57:00.000+08:00

I wanted to tell u how much I miss u but I know It's too late, way too late.

2011-01-25T00:20:00.003+08:00

was going home from school and listening to this song - just the way you are. i listen to the lyric and repeat for 3 times, listening to it carefully.

then i keep smiling to myself cos that's what he told me. haha

"She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day
Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see"

haha i don't think i'm so good, i just dunno why he compliment me and of cos, don't believe too denied all the way. LOL. i don't believe i'm as good as what you say even till this very moment.

i've seen 2011 fortunate for snake. it says that it's not a good year to find a partner, companion still ok. i don't want any guy in my life right now not because of what the fortunate teller says. i don't wanna hurt anybody anymore. though at times i might feel lonely, but having a bf gives me headache.

lucky enough i'm having school on 14 February.

i cried (in the past) after breakups. but for now i tell myself, i will not cry anymore. not because i don't love him/them, not that i'ma 'tomboy'. it's because i learn from the hurts i get, i learn to be independent, i learn to be strong.

2011-01-17T09:37:00.001+08:00

met up with u for a short while, u told me my blog is dead. I didn't know I still have fans here lol. but from now on, I know u will not read my blog again, so I can blog whatever I like.
yes, I don't feel good when I know u have a gf already. and going back asylum just keep reminding me of u even te toilet-,-
I won't be selfish to stop u cos i'm the one who wanna leave u, have no rights to stop u from seeing anyone. but if u happens to see this post+please,+lessen+the+quarrels,+make+her+think+she's+important+and+trust+her.+good+luck!

2010-09-22T16:36:00.003+08:00

Hasn't meet bf for a few days. Of cos, I'll miss him.
But keep having quarrels, this makes me sick.
He doesn't wanna empathize me. I know we both are bad temper people.
Dunno what can I do now

2010-09-09T17:42:00.003+08:00

We're together barely 2 months but quarrels increase. Why is that so??
It hurts when we quarrel and I'm tired of it....

2010-08-26T14:00:00.001+08:00

Happy 48th birthday to my 亲爱的父亲
and happy 1st month anniversary to me and baby;)
Dinner on me tonight @ secret recipe.
Wooho can't wait for dinner tonight!!!

2010-08-02T23:42:00.001+08:00

6 n 1/2 days more and he will be back. Can't wait for the day to come....
Miss him sooo much!
;)

2010-08-01T01:04:00.004+08:00

I don't know how to say it out from my mouth.
And I know u will 'jip' me and ask me who is the guy (like u always do).
We both know even if we get back together again, there's no more future.
So why not let it go?
I just hope u won't call and ask anything about him cos I'll feel irritated.
And good luck to u, find a girl who can treat u better than I do;)

2010-06-20T03:05:00.002+08:00

I will not trust you anymore, not again, definately.

Sis's condition has some progress, happy to hear that.
Hope she will recover real soon..
Miss the time we quarrel for Stupid things:(

2010-06-13T23:36:00.002+08:00

Many things happen lately.
1st: sis in hospital since may. It had been more than a month.
2nd: ah gong sudden death make us can't accept.
The blow is big.
Just hope that ah gong will bless sis, let her recover fast fast.
------------

2010-05-20T08:59:00.000+08:00

'Passion' is a word which involves so many feelings;
I feel it when we touch,
I feel it when we kiss,
I feel it when I look at you.
For you are my passion,
my one and only love.

2010-04-30T23:00:00.000+08:00

i still misses u;'(

2010-04-03T23:54:00.003+08:00

after the break up, whenever i'm with him i'll think of you

but i know, everything's gonna be alright

down week

2010-04-03T23:47:00.004+08:00

had on and off fever for 4 days since 28/o3.
finally everything's over but had a bad quarrel with mummy-,-
fuck it.
makes me don't feel like going home.
i'm fucking bored.

i wanna change my fucking blogskin but i can't find a normal one-,-

just pissed off.

off to meet my friend miss.K

2010-01-28T00:14:00.003+08:00

我不知道為什麼事倩會便成這樣

2009-11-28T15:54:00.004+08:00

after 2years 5months, you haven't change.
your friends, your brothers are still more important than me.
you want me to acc you, alright i push away my appointment to acc you so you won't have to go alone.
but i after that u told me your bros also going.
end up we girls hanging around, walking round and round like nuts to find you guys,
end up i didn't get to see my stuff.
you promise to go back the next day to look for my stuff.
though i was abit pissed but forget it since we're going back tmr.
but end up your bros going too and you don't intend to acc me look for my stuff.
WHF??? SHITS starts to come back?
you only think of you yourself, think of your brothers.
how about me?
i won't wanna tolerate these shits anymore i tell you.
in future don't ask me to acc you to anywhere.

when i decided to come back, you promise to treat me good.
did you do what you promise?
you wanna treat me shit like what you do in the past, go ahead.
we will end up not even friends.
don't blame me if people ask and i say i'm single.
don't blame me if i fall for another guy.
u make me no longer want this love.

2009-11-21T21:41:00.005+08:00

why does people around me come to me only when they need my help?
i hate it.
and i wanna go home, i wanna stay at home everyday.
but for some reason i can't go home for the time being.
ans its not very convinient to say it here.

mike just ask me to join them for their hong kong trip on dec.
i'm going but the main problem is bernard. fuck it

things ain't going well these days.
Teng and me feel like leaving but we must find another oppotunity first.
but we can't leave Gerald just like that.
it's really unfair to us.
and i don't know why good friends will become like that.
she isn't true to me/us.
and i'm / we're not back stabbing. we are saying the truth out.
u can't blame us for saying these.
because of the things u do, make us hard to believe. upset us.

2009-10-18T21:41:00.001+08:00

A break up is like a broken mirror.
It is better to leave it broken than hurt yourself trying to fix it.

2009-10-18T21:31:00.001+08:00

can someone help me with my blog skin? i think my skin suck alot. feels so childish-,-
my fucking sis can u help me anot??

2009-10-18T21:24:00.002+08:00

i hate it when my bestest friend(s) feels like a threat when they try to 'snatch' away other good friend from me

2009-10-08T03:19:00.002+08:00

my daily routine:

wake up at 3 plus 4pm

brush teeth wash face

on com play game awhile

talk to people in msn

disturb gerald & teng in msn

eat lunch

play game again

watch tv

eat dinner

play game again

sleep.

super boring lifestyle.

after i start work i think will be better=)

2009-10-08T03:18:00.002+08:00

BORED

!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-09-10T18:46:00.011+08:00

i think my blog is dead haha.
now dat i'm jobless, i think i will have more time to blog.
roy, gerald, feli & me left the company.
next will be teng & desmond.

last sunday went to bai yeye in the morning.
tears filled my eye the moment i see his photo.
till now i'm still very upset.
later at night meet the bunch of monkeys at ion.
then mount faber.
a very good place to chill & have fun.
but is very warm that night, no wind at all.

2009-09-01T23:57:00.001+08:00

it's either 2nd or 15th sept.
nothing than u see what i'll do=)

2009-08-19T18:02:00.003+08:00

i know i know..
all of u wants me to stay
but it's a waste of time for me
what i can do, what i need to do i have done it all
now,
nothing can make me stay
i've tried so hard every single day,
all i get is injured toes, lousy pay, nothing else.
i've already die heart.

sorry guys for the disappointment.
i've strive hard enough for like 4 months.
it's gonna be the end now

i know with or without me, is nothing to u guys..

2009-08-05T05:26:00.004+08:00

felicia ask me not to make it so conplicated.
i also wish it's not.
i just don't know what to do, who & what's the best for me.
give me some clue.

i found out.
everything is messy for me since 150609

2009-08-05T05:23:00.002+08:00

FT or BG?

leave or stay?

everything is in a mess.

i can't make a decision.

super stress up

tummy cramp like hell everyday

2009-07-10T16:09:00.003+08:00

wanted to call 'A' last week but i drag till today.
hoping he wasn't with his girl so we can chat at least for awhile.
i didn't know he still reads my blog
things really change a lot ever since both of sky top seller's gone.
and i know, even everyone doesn't believe,
he will still be the only one who believes in me
'A' , if u happens to read this post,
i just wanna let u know u're still the best person in my heart=)

today not working, bored at home.
tomorrow gonna chiong sales again.
sian....

2009-07-08T01:00:00.002+08:00

hasn't been blogging for 109765434 years.
super super no time.

congrats to dar. giving birth to a healthy baby girl=)

but i can't visit her before her full month.

happy 20th birthday in advance to shirleycheong & wl.

changing job soon, i think.

i need more money!!!!

i still misses 爺爺

everything is in a mess now.

i don't even know what i want myself.

2009-06-18T17:41:00.002+08:00

two weeks of break make me feel super nua.

maybe i sleep too much.

maybe i'm sick.

tomorrow i'm going back to work.

i think my toes will hurt again.

people say i wanna quit & change job already.

isit true? i don't even know mysef.

am i single or attach?

i don't even know too.

ps: i miss 爺爺

2009-06-12T05:47:00.003+08:00

o9o62oo9

爺爺 bye bye.

i(we) will always remember you.

i(we) will always miss you.

2009-06-09T11:53:00.002+08:00

i see tears in your eyes.

i know you're suffering.

i know you're in great pain.

i know you don't wanna leave this world so soon.

i know without morphine you can still take the pain.

& i know you're the very strong one.

but.....

i don't wish to see you suffer this way.

it really hurts me.

the moment i see you i cried.

i do believe you will be happy(too) in another world.

please go, really.

i don't wish to see you suffer.

i know i will miss u badly but that's the best choice.

do remember i love u - alot

u will always be in my heart till my last breathe.

2009-06-05T05:17:00.002+08:00

pictures on my birthday
not much cos i did not celebrate
& the unluckiest thing is that i hurt my own finger that day!!!

brother & sis just can't stop playing at the dry ice provided by ben & jerry.

my birthday presents~~

2009-06-05T04:45:00.009+08:00

thanks to nice peoples who gave me birthday presents=)

so sweet of u all

presents from: ---, jonard, mum, 老的, felicia jiejie & desmond korkor, eugene

& last one amelia=)

flowers from ---

ben & jerry cake from jorand

dress from vincent ang 老的

bakerzin from mum(&bodyshop lotion)

citygem necklace & princess b'day card from felcia jiejie & desmond korkor

four leave necklace from eugene

i did not manage to take a pic of the present from amelia.

cos that's the last one i receive haha.

she gave me 2 pack of mask

one for face, one for eye bag.

really a big thank to everyone.

i really appreciate them.

2009-05-31T23:04:00.002+08:00

i realised.
its been long since i last hug my 爷爷
=(
everytime i see him i feel like crying.
it hurts alot to see him suffer like this.
but on one can stop it cos this is part of life.
i promise i will visit him everyday.
just one week left
i won't get to see him again after a week.
if i can do whatever to make him stop suffering & live longer(applies to 奶奶 too)
i will.
even if i need to shorten my life...

2009-05-31T22:26:00.002+08:00

this year i'm not celebrating my birthday cos of my 爷爷.
every year i will buy myself a birthday gift but this year no=(
this is the first birthday present i recieve
he just leave it outside my house door not letting anyone in the house know.
haha so cute.
anyway, thanks dear<3

2009-05-28T13:52:00.000+08:00

爺爺 i love u.

please remember me forever

2009-05-06T16:15:00.002+08:00

the whether is super hot!!!!!
every day have to sweat like hell lor.

by the way,
happy birthday naz=)

2009-05-01T00:49:00.003+08:00

today missed meeting,

went to kk hospital to take out ahdi's casting.

he has been complaining that his leg hurts alot for the past few days

so we decided to bring forward his appointment.

it's like so OMG lor.

ahdi is a shit man.

he was so frighten till his expression changed totally the moment he lie on the bed

2009-04-29T19:57:00.003+08:00

went to 爺爺奶奶 house after work to have dinner with them.

it really hurts me so much to see 爺爺 like this.

i know he really cannot make it already but still,

i want him to be as healthy as how he used to be.

at least, let him regain some energy.

i don't wanna see him suffer=(

爺爺 i love you.

2009-04-18T16:21:00.005+08:00

promoted to cooperate trainer=)
photos during events.

LOL

everyday highroll!!!!

加油

加油！

2009-04-16T23:46:00.002+08:00

oh ya & peeps,

please call or sms me al of your hp nos.

cos i stupidly accidently delte all contacts.

LOL

faster send me

don't blame me if i dunno who are u when u call/sms

2009-04-16T23:30:00.003+08:00

haven't been blogging recently.

too busy.

working in Appco is fun but tiring.

i still needa train on my basic

promotion to trainer will be on this Saturday=)

prepare purple roses for me!!

i know we have been doing wrong things

but no matter what,

we can't turn back

it's too late.

i know we won't have any prospect

just let it be the sweetest thing ever

& no one finds out=)

ps: i miss u everyday=(

2009-04-01T19:18:00.003+08:00

suddenly i feel that singapore guys are disgusting. except for...... =)

i admit working at cooperate places u can see lots of handsome with education & high salary.

but they just don't attract me. haha

2009-03-19T19:48:00.002+08:00

i hope everyday can close at least three submissions.
i hope he will be with me everyday

2009-03-12T18:43:00.005+08:00

a leopard wouldn't change its sport.

super true. especially taking about guys like -

why can't friends still be friends even if either one is attached?

& u told me she knows about me.

don't worry, i will not forgive this time alright=)

i've learn my lesson after the second time

yeppie!! it's friday tomorrow=)

2009-03-09T19:50:00.004+08:00

i realise i hasn't blog for like a month?
maybe almost a month.
i'm jobless now=(
cash tied.
peeps, intro me so jobs or wad ever.
i need extra income now!!!!
BADLY~

ok.
happy belated to wen yuan, genevieve & brenda.
only manage to took a few pics with brenda.
ahmei's lappy fucking fuck!!
can't send photo-,-
brenda, send me thru email if u sees this haha.

coming next, bear bear's bday...
stress...
i'll get u something real nice but hopefully not too ex=)

2009-02-25T22:25:00.002+08:00

took this at pasir ris.

i felt so happy the min i sees this. lol

prawning now is our fav past time after work(no matter is weekdays or weekends).

who wanna join me/us?

but sorry guys,

my fridays & saturdays & sundays is occupied.

2009-02-19T00:49:00.002+08:00

CHEMILY GOES PRAWNING TOGETHER!

love love love :3

they twist twist to kill time.

sexy sexy butt.

heeh~

2009-02-02T13:21:00.002+08:00

fun & relax are over.
tomorrow gonna start work again=(
CNY leave doesn't really relaxing.
still, not enough sleep everyday.

CNY day 1:
eveywhere bai nian
at night ben house mahjong

CNY day 2:
everywhere bai nian
at night brina house mahjong

CNY day 3:
da gugu house
home

CNY day 4:
tm
xiao xiang came
ben house mahjong again

CNY day 5:
uncle house
mid night movie with fatfat & ahmei

CNY day 6:
town ahmei & two ungentleman guy
midnight movie with ling
den his house

CNY day 7:
gu po house
den home sleep

...
actually i onli enjoy on day sixth=(

2009-01-28T14:32:00.002+08:00

happy NIU year peeps..

this year's CNY everybody were like so slack,

like totally don't have CNY mood..

wanted to take pic for the first day but forgot-,-

waiting for Amelia to send me the pics for second day.

so shag now.

mj at Brina's hse

slept at 8am ++ in the morning straight after i finish McDonald's hot cake.

awake at 2pm.

have to wait for Brina to wake....

i needa take a break

i'm having running nose now

2009-01-17T13:48:00.002+08:00

went ling's house after work last night den home.

when i was about to sleep jelly ask me go seben eleben with her.

damn it

den i have to wear socks down.

this is how i look like every night.

very cute ok!!

see my sleepy eyes & my fatfat=)

some malays look at me at if they never see people wear socks with slipper before.

such a mountain tortise....

HELLO!

this is the latest trend ok!

2009-01-14T13:58:00.001+08:00

loving u is a torture
letting go of u is also a torture.
the only way to make me live happier
is to fall in love again
have someone to replace u in my heart=)

2009-01-14T13:48:00.003+08:00

went town with fatfat mum & ahmei on monday
to shop for new year clothes!
& yes i finally bought the gucci bag=)
although is not the one i wanted but nevermind

we went for dinner @ wisma's food court.
people pls don't eat the sissors cut or whatever rice
super expensive ok!!!!!

these stupid thing cost me $8!!!
tmd.
never will i go there again.
i rather drink 100 cups of papaya milk in one go..

i wanted to eat ding dai feng but
i thought mum doesn't want so i never say out loud.
who knows everybody want!!!
arrrgh....
should have say it loudly

2009-01-10T15:49:00.002+08:00

to me i'm a failure.
i told myself not to care about u anymore but i still can't totally forgo.
i hate it when u do this kind of thing to me again.
it reali hurts...
i'm already half way thru, don't make me fall for u again.
i admit. sometimes when i felt lonely, i will think of u.
when i need someone by my side, u're the first i think of.
but i must put a stop to it.
i wanna move on(totally),
i don't wanna think of u anymore.
i just dunno why i can't leave the memories behind.
fuck it.

2009-01-06T21:59:00.004+08:00

goodbye my cosy room.

goodbye my 13 year old bed.

goodbye my sofa.

goodbye my window that has alot of ash=,= .

goodbye my throw-ed away stuff.

goodbye #10-416...

2009-01-03T13:22:00.005+08:00

happy new year!!
hasn't have enough time lately.
wanted to blog for 22.12.o8 & 31.12.o8
but dunno y i can't upload pics.
just pissed me off.

22.12.o8

on ahmei's bday

see how cute my fatfat is

31.12.o8

girls night out
me, gen, yr & yk

2008-12-23T22:46:00.003+08:00

2008-12-17T13:01:00.004+08:00

happy 19th birthday to linda

happy 21st birthday to ling

<3<3

2008-12-07T00:39:00.001+08:00

If I were a boy
Even just for a day I'd roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it.
Cause they'd stick up for me.
If I were a boy I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed.
If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone its broken
So they'd think that I was sleepin' alone
I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waitin' for me to come home.

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong.

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you've taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed.
But you're just a boy....

2008-11-27T19:30:00.001+08:00

i'm gonna be strong & walk out..
i believe i can make it=)

2008-11-17T23:39:00.004+08:00

我成经说过我不会为任和人改変我自己。
可是因为你我改了很多。。
因为你
我学会了忍让；
我学会了珍惜；
我学会了包容；
我学会了去爱一個人；
因为你我相信有奇机；
因为你我放气了很多东西；
因为你我変得更开心；
因为你我変得软弱，変成小女人；
因为你我的生命添了很多色彩。
可是当我失去你，什么也沒了。
沒有了你我什么都不是。

2008-11-17T22:21:00.001+08:00

pong pong car is fucking fun i swear!!!

2008-11-07T21:47:00.004+08:00

你说我爱你太多

。

就快要把你淹没

。

分开是一种解脱

让你好好的想过

你说我给你太多

你却不能给我什麽

沉默是我最后的温柔

是因为我太爱你

我知道相爱原本就不容易

。。。

一切都结束了

2008-11-04T21:18:00.005+08:00

如果我们可以回到最初的原点 ;

．

或许这份感情就能永恒不变

．

或许我们之间不会有据点。。。

2008-10-24T22:36:00.002+08:00

it's really too late for regrets.
too late...
everything's change.
nothing can change us back like how we are in the past.
i hate u but i love u
but still have to say
u're the one & only love in my heart
now & forever..

2008-10-17T22:48:00.005+08:00

RAMDOM...

1)How many texts are in your inbox?
- 36.

2)When did your last hug take place?
- forgotten. my bf hasn't hug me for a long time.

3)Are you a jealous person?
- yes

4)Are you tired right now?
- yes i am. everyday, evey min.

5)Do you chew on your straws?
- yap

6)Have you ever been called a tease?
- nope

7)Do you like to cuddle?
- no

8)Do you cry easily?
- no. but cos' of him, yes.

9)Are you a heavy sleeper?
- no, the slightest sound can wake me up.

10)Where is your cellphone?
- in front of me

11)Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months?
- yes i can

12)Are you mad at someone right now?
- yes! my bf

13)Do you believe in love at first sight?
- yeah

14)What makes you laugh no matter what?
- nothing.

15)Who was the last person you talked to?
- Billy

16)Name one person on your top friends who is most like you.
- dar?

17)Do you get butterflies when around the person you like?
- ?

18)Will you get married?
- i hope & wish i will.

19)When was the last time you smiled?
- forgotten. too long ago.

20)Does anyone, like you?
- perhaps? i dunno

21)Do you secretly like someone?
- for now, no.

22)Who was the first person you talked to today?
- bf's dad

23)Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
- now, JEREMY LIM WEN HAO

24)What are you NOT looking forward to?
- as long as he treats me well, nothing matters.

25)Has someone of the opposite sex ever told you they loved you, and meant it?
- i wouldn't know what they're thinking.

26)Suppose you see your ex kissing another person what would you do?
- non of my business.

27)Are you a forgiving person?
- most prob, no.

28)What's something you really want right now?
- change my bf's thinking

29)Do you fall for people easily?
- no.

30)Have you ever fallen for your best friend ex's ?
- puppy love, yes.

31)What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
- my medicine

32)Have you ever kissed anyone named Michelle?
- no, why should i?

33)Who was the last person you drove with?
- bus no 109 driver & passenger.

34)How late did you stay up last night and why?
- around 1am

35)If you could move somewhere else, would you?
- yes i will. to leave in a new place that no one knows me, no one can find me.

36)Do you prefer to call or text?
- both

37)When was the last time you cried really, really hard?
- o5.1o.o8

38)Who took your profile picture?
- myself

39)Who was the last person you took a picture of?
- myself & ahdi

40)Can you live a day without TV?

- no way. it will be super duper bored in the shop

2008-10-16T21:54:00.004+08:00

i just lost a friend.
a good friend in primary school.
sad to say, he's dead.
recieve a call from ahmei
she said Brina called her & told her that Mcron passed away=(
saw him 2 months ago in e hub but didn't have a good chance to talk to him
& i tell myself i'll talk to him the next time i see him
but i won't have a chance anymore...

rest in peace my dear friend.
& mcron's wife, don't be so upset alright

life is precious, treasure it. treasure the people around u.
but sorry i won't, myself..

2008-10-15T13:24:00.004+08:00

hello, this is jellybean, hacking into grape's blog to post up something OH-SO SEXciting.

BEHOLD!!

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA.

2008-10-14T23:52:00.007+08:00

happy tenth birthday to ah di,

GARETH CHEM SHEAN HAN!!!!

see how big is his cake

2008-10-09T00:36:00.003+08:00

a simple
kiss
on my forehead will make me
feel
bless.....

2008-10-08T00:27:00.006+08:00

THIS IS MY BLOG &

I HAVE THE RIGHT TO SAY ANYTHING,

NO LIFE FAGGOTS.

2008-10-02T23:32:00.006+08:00

today o2.1o.o8

16th month anniversary.

it should be happy but for me no...

problems problems problems.......

i don't know when these problems will be settled.

jeremy text me & he said

" .. hai you know what..

this is the first time i see you so sad.

kinda hurt..

cos the Gracia i know is not like this.

the one i know is a happy-go-lucky girl. "

although i did not tell him much, but he still know i'm real upset.

it's true.

i seldom tear but i have tear umpteen times.

i love him but i will choose to let go.

i've got into relationship more than you can imagine

but this time, it's the real one.

& no matter it's a good or bad ending,

this will be the last one.

2008-09-22T16:46:00.004+08:00

BEHOLD!

my sexy family!!

2008-09-06T21:42:00.003+08:00

today's saturday.

everybody should be enjoying outside,

regardless of who they're with.

but me?

work till 9.30pm.

can't go anywhere after that

cos tomorrow gonna work early in the mornign again.

feel so sick, no life.

BORING~

FUCK

2008-08-30T22:16:00.005+08:00

my dear i miss ur soul

2008-08-29T22:12:00.005+08:00

26.o8.o8

happy 46th birthday to my dad!!

i'm a good daughter of his ok.

i buy him cake,

i pay for the dinner.

that fucking emicakes destory the cake....

2008-08-21T00:22:00.001+08:00

copied this from ahmei's blog. damn true

i stared into the sky and wonder to myself,

how can somethings or rather some people change so quickly?

lovers become friends, best friends become total strangers,

and the list goes on...

nothing just stays stagnant forever i guess?

good relationships are difficult to come by,

while bad relationships are just so easy to occur.

one mistake made, everything could be fateful

no one would bother to even listen to others explain.

no one would even bother to give others a chance.

has these ever gone through their puny minds?

no one actually bothers to think about what others did for them.

they blame YOU for their faults.

they point fingers.

they scheme and plot.

where have those innocent 'little angels' we use to know gone to?

2008-08-21T00:07:00.007+08:00

finally my granddad is discharge from the hospital.
i hope nothing will happen to him from now on.
oh, when i was visiting him on national day, i saw some people...

know who are they?

2008-08-18T19:26:00.002+08:00

driving is fun!
instructor is so kind la
& he says i'm clever
LOL

2008-06-30T22:46:00.006+08:00

从前的我们哭着笑着

都总是两个人

后来的我们就连招呼

都有一点陌生

从前的我们哭着笑着

都相信会永恒

后来的我们为什么不能

would u treat me like how u used to in the past?

2008-06-11T23:08:00.003+08:00

simple = happiness

rich = headaches

sometimes when u talk u have to think of how people.
i feel so ........ when ever u say rubbish.
who can/will torlerate?
nobody.
except your family.
& i'm not.
i won't tolerate.

2008-06-11T23:06:00.000+08:00

sometimes you just need someone

someone to make you smile when your sad

someone to tell you your beautiful

someone to look forward to seeing you everyday

someone who understands & can understands you

someone to call you every night

someone to say i love you and mean it!

sometimes you just need someone

2008-06-11T23:01:00.001+08:00

because you make me feel out of my element like i am on top of the world

2008-06-03T12:13:00.005+08:00

o1.o6.o8

happy 19th birthday to myself.
happy birthday to ber's mum.
happy 19th birthday to zx too.

o2.o6.o8

happy 1st year anniversary to me & ber.

2008-05-25T22:30:00.001+08:00

next sunday is my birthday.
it's so shag.
have to work the next day.

VERY VERY SHAG.....
fuckedup

2008-05-19T19:19:00.002+08:00

i miss your soul...

2008-05-05T23:22:00.003+08:00

hope in future

nothing will be

as terrible as yesterday night.

lets countdown

for my birthday o1.o6.o8

1st anniversary o2.o6.o8

2008-05-05T22:18:00.003+08:00

o3.o5.o8

happy birthday to bf.

as well as johanan son.

more photos coming up

2008-04-25T12:30:00.001+08:00

ber's bday next sat

still dunno what to get for him

stress.....

i hope i can have more free time=(

2008-04-16T23:28:00.004+08:00

so busy that i didn't blog for 'years'

so pissed off during the journey home

i lost my touch screen pen for my cell

FUCK

FUCK!

2008-04-02T01:04:00.003+08:00

i am so damn fucking tired but i'm too excited so i blog.

ah mei told me STAGE is @ far east already

omg la.

i will sure buy at least one t shirt from there no matter how much the price.

not forgetting...

happy 10th month anniversary.

2008-03-29T23:53:00.001+08:00

i just need a pair of listening ear

to listen & share with me my unhappiness

to comfort me

who can be the one?

2008-03-29T23:41:00.002+08:00

i know my blog is rotting but i couldn't help it.

i don't have extra time to do my own stuff.

i'm working at 8 in the morning till 10 plus 11 at night.

people still comment me saying my life is life very good

no way i tell u!

imagine u are being scolded everyday for nothing, even u're in the right.

can die.

life really suck.

i'm a human, not a maid nor robot

2008-03-17T22:57:00.004+08:00

here's the haagen dazs pictures of 5 of us

i know i look totally ugly

2008-03-17T22:36:00.001+08:00

hasn't blog for a long time
never online for a long time
had a terrible dream last night about yuenkee=(
have to wake up fucking early for nothting.fuckit
upload pictures @ haagendaz
MNG actually has male version in other countries
HE, HOMINI EMERITO

2008-03-10T02:13:00.002+08:00

people keep asking me why i quit my job & where i'll be working next.
the reason why i quit my job is because i'm sick & tired of it.
i hate to see those fucking colleagues of mine.
& ber's parents want to set up a new shop,
ask me help them since i'm not happy with my job.
the shop will be selling some kuays & EMICAKES
(i hope u all know what is emicakes).
located at pasir ris west plaza.
so people do comoe down support=)

2008-03-05T00:09:00.002+08:00

LIFE

DAMN

SICK